failing-society:

2.25.16

dear whomever reads this,

knowing there are countless souls enduring their own personal hell on constant each and every wakening moment is terrifying to me. being aware that i cannot help everyone whom expiriences what they expirience honestly, and undeniably, bothers me. because; the way i see it is, everyone has a right to see the good in life. though they may go through the most brutal things, they deserve to wake up one morning with a heart-warming smile and be happy that theyve woken. they should be able to roll out of bed, make a cup of coffee/tea and prepare for the day ahead of them without regretting the day before it had begun.

dont get me wrong, i am aware of reality. also i am quite aware sometimes people dont get to endure the finer things in life, and if i had the power to change that i would, completely. i want to change and help so many people.

i want someone to look at me with up-turned lips and say, “because of you, i kept pulling through”.

perhaps it may be selfish to want such a thing, but i am not sorry for seeking it. the happiness of others is all anyone should want, honestly. the sooner we all pull together as people, and help one another in need instead of making crude comments, the sooner we’d all see the better side of being alive.

much love. x

sincerely, a friend.

p.s. i apologize for ranting, if anyone read this. most of this may not make sense, and i am sorry. x